No I did not give up alcohol for Lent or for the J-Lo 10 day challenge.
I've been antisocial, embarrassed at my weight gain already (mostly due to hormone replacement since February), and overwhelmed with my new reality. My body has always been mine and I have loved it. And now I have to give it over to something and someone else and it has freaked me out. After all we have been through you would think I'd embrace all of this but it pretty much just reaffirms I'm complicated and maybe a little F'd up! (it's not just me though, right?!)