Today the ob doctor said "i'm calling with good news. And i swear to god it's about time. I can't tell you how much that's all I ever wanted for years. Even if the news wasn't good. Just for the doctor to say "good news!”
I absolutely have PTSD from fertility. During one cycle - I can’t even remember what clinic - I changed all my contact info so all the calls went to Tommy. Every time my phone rang and I saw the # from whichever clinic we were at my heart sank. Every time.