nothing is ever fucking easy
i failed the glucose tolerance test. my number is 153 - too high should be 140 and under.
so i have to go back for a 3 hour test now
i thought i was relatively healthy
now i may have gestational diabetes and the baby may be at risk and me too
and the baby is breech and has been for about two weeks
i hate this
i hate all this
i'm scared
i'm worried
i'm annoyed
jesus. just be normal.