oh the anxiety is coming in fierce.

where will we put all the baby stuff? should we move? will i EVER SLEEP AGAIN? what is my body going to look like? WIll I love it again? Will it look sexy again? Will I have a hard time breastfeeding? Will it hurt? WIll the baby take the bottle? WHAT ARE WE NAMING IT????? what will we do about child care? Can we even afford child care? am i going to have to be home ALL THE TIME forever? will i like that? hate that? go crazy? Do we have what we need? What do you dress it in in winter? how does the car seat work in cabs?

jesussssssss