Getting closer! And feeling worse!
Carpal tunnel - OUCH
Here’s a new one: DOUBLE VISION! WTF is this??? I feel cross-eyed and dizzy all the time!!! I am seeing double!!!!!! I can’t watch tv or look out the window in a car. Yikes.
My blood pressure is also crazy high. This freaked me out so much we went to the ER Saturday night. I have an at home BP machine to monitor it and it’s UP THERE. And with anxiety and not feeling at all ready - I had a panic attack. We gotta get this apartment ready. It’s such a source of stress. It’s like 1 step forward, 2 steps back as boxes keep coming, furniture needs to be built and then rearranged. I need a home that is peace and zen so I can sort through what’s happening physically, spiritually, mentally. When my home is a mess, my head is a mess. And right now it’s just TOO MUCH.
Pubic symphysis separation HURTS
AND I CAN’T EVEN SEE STRAIGHT!!!!
“Wait till he sees YOU” - we often think abut the fist time we see our baby. This provided a super sweet alternate view. Wait till he sees you….