I have so much anxiety today. Is everything ok with the placenta? It’s previa right now. Can acupuncture help? Do I actually want a c-section so I don’t tear and go through all the pain??? But then if I have placenta previa I also can’t dance or workout. So, no.
Why do I have to be induced? Will I even experience the feeling of going into labor? Am i being ripped of that experience?
How do we even start a registry? What the fuck do we need? Do we have space? What about pacifiers? Soap? Bottles? Diapers? Clothes? Crib, stroller, bassinet, car seat, dresser, etc. How often do you bathe the baby? Will i ever sleep again? Do I have to go back to work to my annoying AF job??? Can we afford everything?? Will I ever have time to myself again? Do we get a babysitter? Will my mom be able to come in to help?